hey i am still fat as crap. 108 lbs.
 i have tried so hard to lose weight
and i never do. uh...life suxs.
i do like 500 crunches every night
and then i go to sleep. i barley ever
eat dinner i eat sometime breakfast.
and i just dont lose weight.
err... why!? I try to eat right
i try to exercise but i just never 
lose weight. oh well
 i   am  h o p e l e s s ... <//3

i hope you realize
i might be the best
damn thing you ever
threw away...

it's hArd tO grOw up in a wOrLd
wheRe yOu'lL nEver be thE pRetty
giRl. EvEryOne eLse seems tO hAve
e.v.e.R.y.t.h.i.n.q. yOu'vE evEr wAnted
aNd yOur dreAms aLwAys enD up
OnE cl0ud |[ *' a w A y '* ]| 

everything  good in life is  either
 illegal;  immoral; or fattening .
           - Nicole Richie

"he makes me melt like a popsicle on a hott summer day" -Little Rascals

when it comes down to it i let them think
what they want. if they just care enough
to bother with what i do then i'm already
better than them anyway,
                 -marilyn monroe

You're gonna miss me baby

Hate to say I told you so

I waited here for you
Like a kid waiting after school
So tell me how come you never showed?
I gave you everything
And never asked for anything
And look at me
I'm all alone
So, before you start defendin'
Baby, stop all your pretendin'
I know you know I know
So what's the point in being slow
Let's get the show on the road today
Just walk away;;
          -Kelly Clarkson

everything from her hair

to her personanlity is fake.

notice me, the way i notice you ©

youR a touCh oveR RaTed. . 
  youR a luSh && ii haTe iit.

Currently Listening Who Is Mike Jones? (CD + Ltd. Bonus Chopped & Screwed Version) By Mike Jones all workout songs.!!!! see related

DAY BEFORE.
500 CRUNCHES
100 OBLIQUES RIGHT AND LEFT
100 But LIFTS
100 SIDE THIGH WORKOUTS
3 mins of SQUATS.

TODAY.

500 CRUNCHES
100 OBLIQUES RIGHT AND LEFT
100 But LIFTS
100 SIDE THIGH WORKOUTS
3 mins of SQUATS.

QOUTES:::

"i`ve struggled with my weight my whole life. In photo shoots, i`ve had people tell me my arms and stomach look fat and it's easy to get caught up in that. i have hips and curves. so did marilyn monroe and brigitte bardot. nobody called them fat ; they were beautiful." jessica simpson

iCONS && INSPiRATiONS :::

<3 Gemma Ward. so gorgeous

   Calories
0-200 [10]
201-400 [8]
401-600 [6]
601-800 [4]
801-1000 [2]
1000-1200 [0]
+1200 [-2]

Exercise
each 1/2 hour of exercise [2]
100 crunches [1] ( you can do 10 sets if you want so you`d have 10 pts.)
100 jumping jacks [1]
no exercise at all [-1]


Sleep
less than 4 hours [-2]
4 hours [0]
5 or 6 hours [1]
7 or 8 hours [2]
9 or more [3]

Water
1-3 cups [1]
4-6 cups [2]
7-10 cups [3]
+10 cups [4]

Other
post in your xanga [1]
lying about intake [-1]
bingeing [-2]
eating over 500 calories in one sitting [-1]
eating after 8pm [-1]
taking your vitamin [1]

Points TodaY! = = = 18 ok ok ?

DAY BEF0RE :::
I DiD 500 CRUNCHES!!!!!

T0DAY : : : :
START W0RK0UT AT 9:30 <33

CW:106
GW:100

Exercise Time. 
500 Crunches.
100 Obliques Left && Right.
3 mins squats x1
100 Butt W0RK0UTs RiGHT && LEFT

Quotes //
everything about me is fake
and i am perfect-
Janice Dickinson

   Calories
0-200 [10]
201-400 [8]
401-600 [6]
601-800 [4]
801-1000 [2]
1000-1200 [0]
+1200 [-2]

Exercise
each 1/2 hour of exercise [2]
100 crunches [1] ( you can do 10 sets if you want so you`d have 10 pts.)
100 jumping jacks [1]
no exercise at all [-1]


Sleep
less than 4 hours [-2]
4 hours [0]
5 or 6 hours [1]
7 or 8 hours [2]
9 or more [3]

Water
1-3 cups [1]
4-6 cups [2]
7-10 cups [3]
+10 cups [4]

Other
post in your xanga [1]
lying about intake [-1]
bingeing [-2]
eating over 500 calories in one sitting [-1]
eating after 8pm [-1]
taking your vitamin [1]

Total - - - 8pts

iNSPiRATI0N'S

My ViRTUAL MODEL!

DAY BEF0RE :::
I DiD 500 CRUNCHES.

T0DAY : : : :
START W0RK0UT AT 9:15 <33

CW:107
GW:100

Exercise Time. 
500 Crunches.
100 Obliques Left && Right.
3 mins squats x1
100 Butt W0RK0UTs.

iNSPiRATI0N'S

Currently Listening All Saints By All Saints see related

ok . so i did 500 crunches last night almost triple of what my goal was. wow.and i did 100 obliques on the left && right side. ok?

T0DAY : : : :

CW:106.5
GW:100

Exercise Time.
1000 Crunches.
100 Obliques Left && Right.

iNSPiRATI0N'S